The most common situation for me to feel this way about is my job. I know I don't want to stay where I am forever, but I can do the job well, it pays good for the area I live in, and I like the majority of my coworkers. Right now we have this crazy situation at work. I don't want your eyes to all glaze over as I go into the difference between on call physicians and a hospitalist program. So basically, all you need to know is that our work load has increased exponentially while not having any more staff to help out. It feels like there was no groundwork laid for the new plan- like management just said, "Okay we're going to use hospitalists starting Monday" but didn't worry about getting the hospitalists clearance for software, making sure they could print from their office, or really updating staff on what would be going on and the new processes, or worry about making the transition smooth.
So, last week I had an emotionally breakdown at work, and I know of at least four other staff members that have since than too. It's become so common place that we're joking that we are going to have a sign up sheet now so that it's only one of us a day. Anyway, my whole point is that I want to quit. I always want to do something else, but now that things have gotten tougher, I really want to quit. I'm trying to step back so that I can see that it's just because things are so hellacious right now and things will get better. I tell myself it's a good job, and I love my coworkers. So every time I here this song from First Aid Kit, it's like a verbal reminder.
Gotta keep on going, looking straight out on the road
Can't worry 'bout what's behind you or what's coming for you further up the road
I try not to hold on to what is gone, I try to do right what is wrong
I try to keep on keeping on
Yeah I just keep on keeping on
A little hokey to apply such a sweet, little song to work? Probably, but hey, whatever works. Hope you all are having a good week at whatever you're working on and if you run into an obstacle- remember to keep trudging along. Sometimes that really is the best way.
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