Monday, February 16, 2015

Musical Monday- I Will Wait from Mumford and Sons

Not going to lie.  This last week has been pretty sucky.  I don't know if it's because it's winter, or if it's because I've turned 32 and still feel like I don't know what I'm supposed to do with my life.  The girls at work were all sweet and bought me a cake and sang happy birthday, and what did I do?  Start crying.  It's just so depressing.  When you're a kid you always think that you'll know what you're supposed to do with your life by the time you're this age.

I feel like I'm in a holding pattern.  There's just not many jobs around here.  I could go back to school, but I don't know what for not to mention, I either have to drive an hour one way or go online, and then I'm still in the same spot (physically) when I get done.  I just feel like I'm existing.  Every week is filled with work, laundry, dishes, vacuuming, and then repeat.  I know it will help once winter is done and I can be outside.  I hardly ever feel this way in the summer.  Winter just makes me stir crazy and I think another candle on the cake is just adding to the hopeless feeling.

So, sorry I was MIA all last week, but it felt like too much work to even fill out the form for the Mug O' Comfort swap let alone to even think about shopping for someone.  So, this week my goal is to just get some projects done, and get outside (even if it is below zero around here) and get some fresh air.  Oh, and plan what I'm planting once the snow lets up.  I cleaned my office yesterday so I feel like being in there again.  :)  Does anyone else have a love hate relationship with their office?

Anyhow, for my song selection of the week, I'm going with Mumford and Sons' I Will Wait.  It's an upbeat song, and it makes waiting seem not so bad.  Granted, I'm assuming they're talking about waiting for a girl, but sometimes all we can do is wait (and try to prepare ourselves for what is coming next), and be open for opportunities that present themselves.

So, hop over to My So Called Chaos and see what Miss Angie and everyone else are listening to.  Hopefully they're feeling a little more cheery than me.  Here's wishing everyone a happy and productive week!

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